Liberty is the possibility of doubting, of making a mistake,… of searching and experimenting,… of saying No to any authority – literary, artistic, philosophical, religious, social, and even political. ~Ignazio Silone, The God That Failed, 1950

I am a young female from a little town , small world , I grew up part of the system where asking too many questions is wrong, doubting your believes is wrong and seeing the world differently is wrong and if you have dreams higher and bigger than your world you learn to live with your dreams crushed under the the same system you breathe, there is rules for everything.

I am still unsure why did i rebel ! why wasnt I a normal girl like the other millions who didnt complain or tried to bent the rules, what was wrong was having a life where you cant go wrong, If you are a girl you will go to school, you will even go to collage and may be have a job but then comes the man where you will marry , you will have kids and be a mommy a woman natural role in life is to have kids and raise them up…. you will get old and you will die and your life is no different than any other, May be there is not any thing wrong with this, as long as you are satisfied and happy, but I wanted more I wanted the other world I see in TV, the world with no limits, I wanted to make mistakes and learn from them, I wanted to see behind the walls of routine, How does it feel to be able to make your life your self rather than following a preorganized life system, I found the sound of breaking rules and challanging my world my self pretty intresting so I decided to make my life my self, I will get to know people, I will try out jobs, I will live different cultures and i will make mistakes, my own unique mistakes!

Now that i have been doing my own mistakes for a while it is quite sarcastic to call them mistakes rather than choices which were risky and worth it, I would have been still wasting my life wondering what if.

I am the child of the world and i will experience it on my own, day in and day out It is me the small town Egyptian girl and the big whole world… I am here Im a live and I am me.


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