What nis going on.


Libyan people are either too smart or simply stupid, may be too smart some how they have a grand plan to keep the upper hand of the west  green dollars  seduction and somehow will manage to make a new rules, their rules that would be there to save their national treasure (OIl THAT IS) and to make the best out of it economically and politically or too stupid to think that Gaddafi was actually the bad guy, so they say he been there for 40 years well, he who knows better than Gaddafi on how to run Libya had no courage neither any influence to demand a change for the best, go back with time before Gaddafi was elected to be their leader, what was there? un-fetched oil, tribes of ignorant savages he made it as it is, built cities, better their economy there is no poor people in Libya, everyone owns houses and lands, several cars and money to lead a wealthy life style yet greed had taken over , who have a peace of land wants more., i am a Gaddafi fan because i believe the hidden part of the story demolished by the media is far  too complicated to let the truth out. it is dangerous.


they thought they were brain washed from the inside, but what you cant see in front page news is who pull the threads, what is going to happen to Libya oil, what new deal would be debated, who will be able to freely dig oil out of their sahara ?? and after who is going to take the shots for poor soon to be rubbed Libya? will he have the guts to stand still against the flow ? will he give a better value than Gaddafi did to the people??


I dont know, I hope they just are smart enough for their sake not dam stupid.


For now here is Gaddafi final moments , being treated and put down like a dog. If you can treat a figure with so much disrespect , if you can do this to someone wrote and designed their history , welcome back guns and arm deals, welcome back arm dealers and welcome back foreign colonizing . This time they invited the out siders in, you opened the door.



Rest in peace Gaddafi , if it make it better then hope you know that the history will be written by people who also know how good you wrere. who ever wins get to have the ink to write history but our memories of a great leader is a reminder.




P.s i am using my freedom of speech, you might agree or disagree after all it is just an opinion.




Here is the vid.


About Revenge.

Posted: October 16, 2011 in Photography madness

A man that studieth revenge keeps his own wounds green.
Francis Bacon

All my movies, like Revenge, are under two hours.
Tony Scott

Anger ventilated often hurries towards forgiveness; anger concealed often hardens into revenge.
Edward G. Bulwer-Lytton

Evil is always devising more corrosive misery through man’s restless need to exact revenge out of his hate.
Ralph Steadman

Expelled from individual consciousness by the rush of change, history finds its revenge by stamping the collective unconsciousness with habits and values.
Arthur M. Schlesinger

Follow me if I advance! Kill me if I retreat! Revenge me if I die!
Ngo Dinh Diem

Getting inside the mind of a terrorist wasn’t difficult at all. Even as children, human beings fabricate elaborate revenge fantasies. We’re not a particular species. Check out popular video games.
Alan Dean Foster

Gorgeous hair is the best revenge.
Ivana Trump

He that studieth revenge keepeth his own wounds green, which otherwise would heal and do well.
John Milton

Hunger, revenge, to sleep are petty foes, But only death the jealous eyes can close.
William Wycherley

I am the son of peasants and I know what is happening in the villages. That is why I wanted to take revenge, and I regret nothing.
Gavrilo Princip

I choose not to give energy to the emotions of revenge, hatred or the desire to subjugate.
Rosanne Cash

I fear that our true motivation is about oil and our own flailing economy; about the failure to destroy Al Qaeda and about revenge.
Dave Matthews

I felt so painfully isolated that I vowed I would get revenge on the world by becoming a famous cartoonist.
Robert Crumb

I mean, who wants to live waking up… at least I don’t want to live waking up everyday about revenge.
Mitchell Baker

I think to a certain extent in Bosnia and among the Hutus in Rwanda and also among the Tutsis in Rwanda who then took revenge on the Hutus, there is a sense of being swept up and a sense that the society in which they live has gone mad.
John Pomfret

I’m pretty Sicilian if I’ve been crossed. I don’t seek revenge, but I never forget. And I make it hard to repair, which is not a great quality because if people held me to that standard, no one would be around me – ever.
Amy Adams

I’ve seen the teaser trailer for Revenge of the Sith though and I think it will be excellent.
David Prowse

If you prick us do we not bleed? If you tickle us do we not laugh? If you poison us do we not die? And if you wrong us shall we not revenge?
William Shakespeare

In human history, the desire for revenge and the desire for loot have often been closely associated.
John McCarthy

In taking revenge, a man is but even with his enemy; but in passing it over, he is superior.
Francis Bacon

In the Seventies, a lot of executions via electric chair failed because of technical problems. Seed tells the true story of someone who survived and sought revenge. They buried him alive to make it seem he was dead.
Uwe Boll

Instead of a man of peace and love, I have become a man of violence and revenge.

Interpretation is the revenge of the intellectual upon art.
Susan Sontag

It is a revenge the devil sometimes takes upon the virtuous, that he entraps them by the force of the very passion they have suppressed and think themselves superior to.
George Santayana

It is impossible to suffer without making someone pay for it; every complaint already contains revenge.
Friedrich Nietzsche

It was all about wanting to get revenge. Pathetic, really, but it still is the motivation.
Julian Clary

It was, however, in the interest of Osama bin Laden for us to destroy a secular Arab leader; it was very much in the interest of the Iranians because they wanted revenge against Saddam Hussein for Iraq’s invasion in 1980.
William Odom

It would be flattering to call it a modern Dirty Harry, but I think this film deals more with the loss of his wife than the traditional revenge vigilante films.
Vin Diesel

Justice is revenge.
Saad Hariri

Life being what it is, one dreams of revenge.
Paul Gauguin

Living well is the best revenge.
George Herbert

Looking good is the best revenge.
Ivana Trump

Love has its place, as does hate. Peace has its place, as does war. Mercy has its place, as do cruelty and revenge.
Meir Kahane

Lust is to the other passions what the nervous fluid is to life; it supports them all, lends strength to them all ambition, cruelty, avarice, revenge, are all founded on lust.
Marquis de Sade

Man must evolve for all human conflict a method which rejects revenge, aggression and retaliation. The foundation of such a method is love.
Martin Luther King, Jr.

May we not succumb to thoughts of violence and revenge today, but rather to thoughts of mercy and compassion. We are to love our enemies that they might be returned to their right minds.
Marianne Williamson

Meekness: Uncommon patience in planning a revenge that is worth while.
Ambrose Bierce

Men are more prone to revenge injuries than to requite kindness.
Thomas Fuller

Men should be either treated generously or destroyed, because they take revenge for slight injuries – for heavy ones they cannot.
Niccolo Machiavelli





30/09/2011 Dream

Posted: September 30, 2011 in Photography madness

It was a highly stressing time, the world is invaded by a mysterious decease, people fall a sleep and wake up hungry for blod lust, they want to kill and nothing else matter, the same people, same views and opinions but their feelings change , they are dangerous and they will kill, when you get infected you feel it i guess one knows when one loses his human feelings.


I was in a house with a boyfriend (only in the dream) i felt like i love him very much and there was lots of people hiding in the same house from the outside world (the infected people) there was a woman with her new born baby girl she loved her a lot and she came to me and give me the baby, she asked me to lock her in one of the rooms while she dies in peace, she knew she was infected , i was thinking the room is not secure even if i locked her in when she wake up from her sleep she will be able to get out and kill us, she bagged mto keep the baby so i took it, my boyfriend wanted to get out the house to look for food and water i said no but he had an authority on me he assured me everything will be fine, he got out and then came back with a group of uninfected people seeking shelter and even tho we have no food it was the right thing to do we not gonna leave them to die, i was hungry and everyone was hungry so i got out of the use it was midday i sneaked in the house next door scared for my life i seen a fridge so i opened it and there was a stack of chocolates and frozen food, i left the frozen food for desperate times and took the chocolates and returned to the house and i divided every bar in twos and gave a pace to everyone, i give a peace to this old woman feeling bad i told her the sweets will fill you up and will make you not feeling hunger for a while she told me in the past i used sugar to stop feeling hungry and giving me energy, i looked to my boyfriend in hope and i woke up….!!!


27-9-2011 dream

Posted: September 27, 2011 in Photography madness

Cant remember how the dream started but i think i was chased , but i remember i was in a building may be in the last floor it looks like deserted building, Men was shooting at me i tried to run go from a room to a room and in one of the rooms there was a pool but it wasnt water inside it it was more like waste , black muddy water i had no choice but to jump and i seen few people running with me from the same shooters and we all got trapped so we all jumped inside this muddy pool and then i remember gun shots and i seen the effects of bullets on water so i had to dive under water to survive the gunshot only me and one guy were able to avoid the bullets i couldn’t hold my breath for long so i had to get my head out of water to gasp for air and seen the shooters still looking for us and seen the bodies of the others floting on water, i seen a door so i swam to it and dive from underwater to the other side of the room were i found this one guy who looked as he have super natural powers like he can survive without breathing underwater he was just fine so i swam to him took his hand and leaded him to the way out, this lil door underwater as soon as we passed it we found our self basically on the roof of the same old building we then found the stairs and kept going down floor after floor and in the 1st floor we found an apt door open so we sneaked in  it was messy as if someone was just there but left in a hurry, there was cooked food in the kitchen and we opened the draws and found crisp bags so we took some and i woke up……. !!!!!!!!

Lately rumours have been flying by, end of the world 2011 no it is 2011 no it isnt some say we will live through 2012 and earth will witness years to come but really can we stop thinking about the end???

Although i am not a big believer in such theories i decided to follow this story making a bet if we didn’t die  today i will no longer even listen to theories for people trying to grap attention and screw with our min..

It isnt good to spread fears so if it is the end let us live it in peace and not fill our hearts with sorrow and worry, if it is the end then let it be

Came across this post funny enough i have lots of Lebanese friends and it kind of make since. 🙂

What Men Really Want- Especially Lebanese Men 1) A smart yet very sexy women- men are picky, they wanna be able to have a challenging conversation with a girl yet they want her to resemble somewhat of a cover-girl. She also needs to be fun and exciting – always up for having a good time. 2) An open-minded yet conservative girl- she needs to be able to sleep- out on the getaway weekends to Faraya- yet they prefer her to be from a family that actually calls to ask her where she is . ( Bint 3ay … Read More

via Ivy says

The way to Sun Shine.

Posted: September 5, 2011 in Photography madness

I consider my self to be a traveller, someone who find great pleasure in fitting in new societies, i love knowing people, from a country to another you get different believes different people different way of thinking and trying to understand why things the way they are bring joy to me. But who doesnt li travelling? in our day world everything is expansive that travelling is a luxury that should be a necessary, it is a way to learn life, we all born on earth we are all equal and travelling should be a main right for humans , you didnt know it is?

It isn’t about getting money, booking an air plan tickets and try to make your way out not from the angle i see it, I am Arabic from what considered to be third world country  and when you are from what is considered 3rd world countries it automatically classify you as less human being with less rights, you cant go to this country, you cant get visas, your visas have conditions, you cant work, you cant do this or that, from my own experience if you were not born in a country with strong economy you have no value, people will look you down as if you have 3 legs or you think with your accent ..


I might be lucky but i am diffidently a survivor i believe in my self not to be any less than anyone may be you had better education and better life but what good does education bring if you already have a mind of a tiny bird?


May be i have to struggle to get my way but is the struggeling a good reason to gave up and be satisfied with the little life give you?


I am a life and borders will not stop me, I am human and i will demand my rights and will accept any challenge  life throw at me


I will waste my days down embassies, i will answer all the silly private questions i get asked, i will take the looks people give me in different sectors of life as an example when ever i go to any air-port it doesnt matter if i am in a civilized country or not i will still get extra checked, i will still take weird looks for being an Arab on my own, ii will wait until the air-port officer make their countless checks on my visas and passport as if i was a drug dealer or dangerous person…


One day the world will be really equal, democracy will not be a frame but a real concept, i will be able to travel easier and may be stop wasting money on visas and legal paper work that proves that i am a person who is able to do what other people from civilized countries do..


Once again i made another travel , i left UK to the sunshine i am in the island of Cyprus, i will enjoy it very much, i will eat as much Greek Cypriot food as i can and i will go socialize in Greek clubs .. and when i figure out my next move in this big world i will get everything ready visas on my passport and will go, it is always time to experience something new and i will make sure my life is fully lived. i wish who ever you are where ever you from if you reading me you have hope, hope in better for the humanity in general and for each individuals to do what they are happy doing.



The Egyptian